She to Him.....
Even though I had to Give up
But I miss You
Even though the truth hurts bad
But I had to leave you
Though I wish I would stay with you Forever
I want to stay
Hold your hand tight
Hug you like lovers do
Wish I could say to everyone
You are mine
Say Loud," I Love You"
Please hold me
I'll reach out in the dark for you
Never Give Up on you
But The reality is
I had to Give up
It was an unfortunate event
but a pleasant one!
She wished to say him but it remain within the each papers what she wanted to express him. Keeping thoughts in silent which nobody knows the pain of not having CHOICE. Really, some stories doesn't have a Happy Ending.
Might be thinking who is she? who is he? Well its a story where there was love but it was not meant to stay together forever and ended soon. The story of LOVE.
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Back in mid- august, their eyes meet for the first time, who knew this was isn't there first encounter it was just a beginning. Meet Diana age 23, full of ambitious and enter a new world of dreams. New admin in new university to pursue higher education. She first met him in the starting of her semester through a common friend, it was their first time their eyes meet. It was their starting of their journey, who knew the formal intro could end-up being in a beautiful cherry blossom story. His name was Shamar Sing, good looking, tall and handsome to have a crush on him, apart from that a well-behaved and responsible boy.
Shamar," Hi, so masters or bachelor?"
Diana," Masters and you.."
Shamar," Bachelor, studying Journalism."
Diana felt like someone just drop her from the heavens of wonder to reality after knowing that the cute handsome boy with whom she had the first crush on her first day in university happens to be her junior.
Their conversation ended their until next time to meet again.
Diana," Okay, bye! nice meeting you"
Shamar,"Bye"( with a smile )
Days passed, everyone was engaged with there own way. Its like Chalte Chalte time kab gujar gayea kisiko pata he nahi chala. Diana was in 3rd semester now of her masters. Well it was a Ding- Dong surrounding around her, lots of colours and excitement.
Everyone around her were busy as it was the time for fest in the university which happen every year. Meanwhile, Diana was called by a management team who suppose to be the in-charge for the fest too.
Diana was waiting anxiously and just then another person walks in the room. It was Shamar. Diana was delighted but couldn't express her emotions how happy she was to see him.
He smiled at her," Hi, you too for management for the fest?"
Daina confused," I don't know for what i am being called. If you are saying maybe for fest".
Meanwhile, the team arrived and as no surprise Diana was called for the management of fest.Diana and Shamar were in one team. They were given instructions about what role they will be engaged in.
After the team meeting.
Shamar," So, all the best to us and see you tomorrow"
Diana smiled at him.The next day Diana and Shamar started their work. With the engagement for the fest, they both became closer day by day, started to be silly around each other, late night talks, everyday eagerness of meeting each other. It was a good feeling for both. Wait don't think like every love story they both will end up being together. Story mai maza nahi ane wala aagar waha twist nah ho. Shamar was purely enagaged with someone. He is in loved with her but sadly they are in long distance relationships which hurt him alot. Interesting part he loved to stay around Diana, he feels like lively person around her even though he was in relation.
Things were going pretty good between them, day by day Diana and Shamar were getting more closer sharing deeper secret with each other, looks like a perfect soulmate. People around them wonder if they were dating each other. But they were in there own world of happiness. University fest made them closer and ended up being in a stronger bond of love of friendship.No wonder its a beautiful scenario but Diana was little upset as she realise she had started to gain feelings for Shamar. She cant hide it, she wanted to tell him but she decided not to until one day.
Day 2nd of fest.
When Shamar was acting more chessy other than usual days. Diana wonder what happened to him.
Diana," What happened, Why are you acting so weird?"
Shamar," I will tell you, after sometime".
Diana suspiciously," Ok"
The team was very busy managing everything until they became free. Shamar suddenly drag Diana to the corner. Diana startled," Wait, what"
Shamar looked into her eyes," You have gain feelings for me, promise me you will tell me the truth"
Diana didn't knew what to say, she was clueless. But she decided to say the truth.
" Yes, I am sorry" Diana
Shamar hugged her, " I am sorry too but you knew I love someone,".
Diana decided to calm the situation, "Arre, Dont worry!! its just a feeling it will be over, so....(pause) lets go we have many works to do".
That was the end of the conversations of the day. Shamar realise their was a awkward silent between them that day.He felt bad for Diana as without her realisation he too had feelings for her. But he was suffering as he cant help. The other days of fest they both acted normally as if nothing happen but their was something awkwardness between them but still they enjoyed being together.
On the last day of the fest, Shamar did something which surprised Diana. He kissed her. Wow!! isn't it unexpecting but what exactly happened between them. Let's Rewind it...
Last day of the fest, Diana wore a beautiful dress where she was looking hell pretty that nobody could unnoticed her. Shamar was flatter on her. He couldn't take his eyes off from her. Diana was looking damn pretty that he just wanted to protect her from everyone and be with her side.
Shamar flirtatiously,"I just want to hold you and Kiss you, you are looking damn attractive plus pretty."
Diana blush and smiled," too much flirting is bad for health."
Shamar," Really"
Diana and Shamar spend some time together before the finale of the university fest. They were having conversations as normal, joking around shamelessly but then suddenly Shamar just confesses his feeling for Diana.
Shamar," You know, I will tell you the truth."
Diana looked at him
Shamar," I am attracted towards you and i had feelings too for you, Its just i feel warm by your side, I love to be around you and I....."
Shamar looked towards Diana," I am sorry...." Diana couldn't react anything, Shamra just kissed her. Diana was startled but she felt good. She didn't want to end, she felt his breath and felt the softness of lips, his touch made her want him more to kiss him deeper and hold him tight. But the moment of beauty doesn't stay longer it ended soon. Even though Diana want it more, the reality is that this is not going to happen even though she was outburst with happiness.
Diana," Shamar....."
Shamar," Sshh!! I know what you are going to say, but i had gain feelings for you. I can't hold it anymore. Its wrong but....(pause) Whenever i am with you i just want to hold you tight, spend more time, stay by your side"
I LOVE YOU
The three magical word or a cursed word. Diana just didn't knew what just happened. She was silent and decided to end the conversation and said him after sometime." You are aware what's going on between us, if it ended worst". Shamar just nodded.
Diana," Dont worry we will overcome it, these feeling will end soon." She smiled at him and hugged him.
But is it easy to hold emotions, ones feeling is gain it can't stop to bloom. It bloom in a outburst feeling of emotions. Fest ended but they didn't realized that they became more closer after that night. It was meant to stop there but it continued. They shared more emotions with each other. Their hugs were meant more than friends, there was emotions of feeling. Diana and Shamar hang out more together other than their own friends. Spending times with each other whenever they are free, they both don't miss a chance together.
One fine day, they went for a day-out
Shamar," You are giving treat to me.
"Diana," Fine! Fine!, now lets go"
They reach to a beautiful place, where you can enjoy the cold freshness of air and a beautiful sunset. It was beautiful.They rested for while in a place.
Shamar," Diana"
Diana looked at him," Ha..."
Shamar smiled at her, " I love you"
Diana," Love you too".
They sat closer to each other and just kissed. Though it was a beautiful feeling for them but there was a sense of guilt and regret. They both knew what was going on but can't hold it back.
Diana," Sorry, shouldn't we start to maintain distance."
Shamar," Will you be able to do?"
Diana couldn't say, the silence speak the truth.
Diana and Shamar just decided to enjoy the moment what they were sharing with each other and make sweet memories to remember, so that it bring smiles on their face remembering it.
Days kept on going the same way until one day, university and government announced a long break of vacation due to issue faced by the country. All around university were going to be closed for a short period of time. As it was going to be long break, they both decided to meet and spend some time with each other.
Shamar ," It might be our last meet....so we should cherished it"
Diana jokingly, " You are saying as if you are going to say goodbye. Hey look look...."
They both laughed for no reason looking at each other. It was just like a happy couple cherishing their moment together.
After a while, it rained. It was like giving sign to them that it is time to leave. Between them their was a feeling of sadness which they both realised. They hugged each other with a kissed to remember when they go for a long break staying away from each other. With a goodbye to each other, they crossed path where they met at the center point together suddenly moved to different point of directions in their life.
At that moment,"Shamar.......Shamar" Diana called his name as loud as she could.
Sharma looked back immediately as if he wanted her to call him one last time, he came running towards her with his wet shirt and stood close towards her under the umbrella," Yes".
Diana blushed," I love You........"
Shamar Kissed her in her forehead and," I love you too...."
Diana smiled at him with her teary eyes," Things will be different when we meet again but hope we stay happy........and "
Shamar hugged her tight and forced to leave her with final bye. Until Next Time to meet as a new person.
The words of Diana were incomplete but I think she just wanted to say him keep her happy and be happy. Might be she wanted to ask him why did he had feelings for her(diana) when you already had feelings for someone at first place, if you really had loved her and why did it happen.(I guess Shamar could have remain silent on the second one.)
Well, Feelings are so unpredictable we don't know how we all fall in trap, ones we fall in trap then it become impossible to even ignore it. Some might think Shamar was with Diana to just unleash his thirst of lust and Diana was a fool knowingly but I think it was just a pure feelings that they both had for each other, they both never thought that they could end up being so close from each other. They both know it won't last forever but still they cherished every moment with each other. They had to GIVE UP. She didn't had any choice as Diana don't want to be happy hurting someone's else feelings. Yes, remember Shamar was in relation with someone before Diana and Shamar became closer. Haaah!!!
Love is beautiful but even painful.It will give you smile but also tear. Love is just Love.
The story can be named anything you feel like, you decide whether its a happy ending or an incomplete story of Diana and Shamra. But for Diana it might have been a hard time to even expect the reality that the dream you dreamt to be true one day was just a dream with saying.." Goodnight sweet dreams"......Until next time!!
Might be thinking who is she? who is he? Well its a story where there was love but it was not meant to stay together forever and ended soon. The story of LOVE.
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Back in mid- august, their eyes meet for the first time, who knew this was isn't there first encounter it was just a beginning. Meet Diana age 23, full of ambitious and enter a new world of dreams. New admin in new university to pursue higher education. She first met him in the starting of her semester through a common friend, it was their first time their eyes meet. It was their starting of their journey, who knew the formal intro could end-up being in a beautiful cherry blossom story. His name was Shamar Sing, good looking, tall and handsome to have a crush on him, apart from that a well-behaved and responsible boy.
Shamar," Hi, so masters or bachelor?"
Diana," Masters and you.."
Shamar," Bachelor, studying Journalism."
Diana felt like someone just drop her from the heavens of wonder to reality after knowing that the cute handsome boy with whom she had the first crush on her first day in university happens to be her junior.
Their conversation ended their until next time to meet again.
Diana," Okay, bye! nice meeting you"
Shamar,"Bye"( with a smile )
Days passed, everyone was engaged with there own way. Its like Chalte Chalte time kab gujar gayea kisiko pata he nahi chala. Diana was in 3rd semester now of her masters. Well it was a Ding- Dong surrounding around her, lots of colours and excitement.
Everyone around her were busy as it was the time for fest in the university which happen every year. Meanwhile, Diana was called by a management team who suppose to be the in-charge for the fest too.
Diana was waiting anxiously and just then another person walks in the room. It was Shamar. Diana was delighted but couldn't express her emotions how happy she was to see him.
He smiled at her," Hi, you too for management for the fest?"
Daina confused," I don't know for what i am being called. If you are saying maybe for fest".
Meanwhile, the team arrived and as no surprise Diana was called for the management of fest.Diana and Shamar were in one team. They were given instructions about what role they will be engaged in.
After the team meeting.
Shamar," So, all the best to us and see you tomorrow"
Diana smiled at him.The next day Diana and Shamar started their work. With the engagement for the fest, they both became closer day by day, started to be silly around each other, late night talks, everyday eagerness of meeting each other. It was a good feeling for both. Wait don't think like every love story they both will end up being together. Story mai maza nahi ane wala aagar waha twist nah ho. Shamar was purely enagaged with someone. He is in loved with her but sadly they are in long distance relationships which hurt him alot. Interesting part he loved to stay around Diana, he feels like lively person around her even though he was in relation.
Things were going pretty good between them, day by day Diana and Shamar were getting more closer sharing deeper secret with each other, looks like a perfect soulmate. People around them wonder if they were dating each other. But they were in there own world of happiness. University fest made them closer and ended up being in a stronger bond of love of friendship.No wonder its a beautiful scenario but Diana was little upset as she realise she had started to gain feelings for Shamar. She cant hide it, she wanted to tell him but she decided not to until one day.
Day 2nd of fest.
When Shamar was acting more chessy other than usual days. Diana wonder what happened to him.
Diana," What happened, Why are you acting so weird?"
Shamar," I will tell you, after sometime".
Diana suspiciously," Ok"
The team was very busy managing everything until they became free. Shamar suddenly drag Diana to the corner. Diana startled," Wait, what"
Shamar looked into her eyes," You have gain feelings for me, promise me you will tell me the truth"
Diana didn't knew what to say, she was clueless. But she decided to say the truth.
" Yes, I am sorry" Diana
Shamar hugged her, " I am sorry too but you knew I love someone,".
Diana decided to calm the situation, "Arre, Dont worry!! its just a feeling it will be over, so....(pause) lets go we have many works to do".
That was the end of the conversations of the day. Shamar realise their was a awkward silent between them that day.He felt bad for Diana as without her realisation he too had feelings for her. But he was suffering as he cant help. The other days of fest they both acted normally as if nothing happen but their was something awkwardness between them but still they enjoyed being together.
On the last day of the fest, Shamar did something which surprised Diana. He kissed her. Wow!! isn't it unexpecting but what exactly happened between them. Let's Rewind it...
Last day of the fest, Diana wore a beautiful dress where she was looking hell pretty that nobody could unnoticed her. Shamar was flatter on her. He couldn't take his eyes off from her. Diana was looking damn pretty that he just wanted to protect her from everyone and be with her side.
Shamar flirtatiously,"I just want to hold you and Kiss you, you are looking damn attractive plus pretty."
Diana blush and smiled," too much flirting is bad for health."
Shamar," Really"
Diana and Shamar spend some time together before the finale of the university fest. They were having conversations as normal, joking around shamelessly but then suddenly Shamar just confesses his feeling for Diana.
Shamar," You know, I will tell you the truth."
Diana looked at him
Shamar," I am attracted towards you and i had feelings too for you, Its just i feel warm by your side, I love to be around you and I....."
Shamar looked towards Diana," I am sorry...." Diana couldn't react anything, Shamra just kissed her. Diana was startled but she felt good. She didn't want to end, she felt his breath and felt the softness of lips, his touch made her want him more to kiss him deeper and hold him tight. But the moment of beauty doesn't stay longer it ended soon. Even though Diana want it more, the reality is that this is not going to happen even though she was outburst with happiness.
Diana," Shamar....."
Shamar," Sshh!! I know what you are going to say, but i had gain feelings for you. I can't hold it anymore. Its wrong but....(pause) Whenever i am with you i just want to hold you tight, spend more time, stay by your side"
I LOVE YOU
The three magical word or a cursed word. Diana just didn't knew what just happened. She was silent and decided to end the conversation and said him after sometime." You are aware what's going on between us, if it ended worst". Shamar just nodded.
Diana," Dont worry we will overcome it, these feeling will end soon." She smiled at him and hugged him.
But is it easy to hold emotions, ones feeling is gain it can't stop to bloom. It bloom in a outburst feeling of emotions. Fest ended but they didn't realized that they became more closer after that night. It was meant to stop there but it continued. They shared more emotions with each other. Their hugs were meant more than friends, there was emotions of feeling. Diana and Shamar hang out more together other than their own friends. Spending times with each other whenever they are free, they both don't miss a chance together.
One fine day, they went for a day-out
Shamar," You are giving treat to me.
"Diana," Fine! Fine!, now lets go"
They reach to a beautiful place, where you can enjoy the cold freshness of air and a beautiful sunset. It was beautiful.They rested for while in a place.
Shamar," Diana"
Diana looked at him," Ha..."
Shamar smiled at her, " I love you"
Diana," Love you too".
They sat closer to each other and just kissed. Though it was a beautiful feeling for them but there was a sense of guilt and regret. They both knew what was going on but can't hold it back.
Diana," Sorry, shouldn't we start to maintain distance."
Shamar," Will you be able to do?"
Diana couldn't say, the silence speak the truth.
Diana and Shamar just decided to enjoy the moment what they were sharing with each other and make sweet memories to remember, so that it bring smiles on their face remembering it.
Days kept on going the same way until one day, university and government announced a long break of vacation due to issue faced by the country. All around university were going to be closed for a short period of time. As it was going to be long break, they both decided to meet and spend some time with each other.
Shamar ," It might be our last meet....so we should cherished it"
Diana jokingly, " You are saying as if you are going to say goodbye. Hey look look...."
They both laughed for no reason looking at each other. It was just like a happy couple cherishing their moment together.
After a while, it rained. It was like giving sign to them that it is time to leave. Between them their was a feeling of sadness which they both realised. They hugged each other with a kissed to remember when they go for a long break staying away from each other. With a goodbye to each other, they crossed path where they met at the center point together suddenly moved to different point of directions in their life.
At that moment,"Shamar.......Shamar" Diana called his name as loud as she could.
Sharma looked back immediately as if he wanted her to call him one last time, he came running towards her with his wet shirt and stood close towards her under the umbrella," Yes".
Diana blushed," I love You........"
Shamar Kissed her in her forehead and," I love you too...."
Diana smiled at him with her teary eyes," Things will be different when we meet again but hope we stay happy........and "
Shamar hugged her tight and forced to leave her with final bye. Until Next Time to meet as a new person.
The words of Diana were incomplete but I think she just wanted to say him keep her happy and be happy. Might be she wanted to ask him why did he had feelings for her(diana) when you already had feelings for someone at first place, if you really had loved her and why did it happen.(I guess Shamar could have remain silent on the second one.)
Well, Feelings are so unpredictable we don't know how we all fall in trap, ones we fall in trap then it become impossible to even ignore it. Some might think Shamar was with Diana to just unleash his thirst of lust and Diana was a fool knowingly but I think it was just a pure feelings that they both had for each other, they both never thought that they could end up being so close from each other. They both know it won't last forever but still they cherished every moment with each other. They had to GIVE UP. She didn't had any choice as Diana don't want to be happy hurting someone's else feelings. Yes, remember Shamar was in relation with someone before Diana and Shamar became closer. Haaah!!!
Love is beautiful but even painful.It will give you smile but also tear. Love is just Love.
The story can be named anything you feel like, you decide whether its a happy ending or an incomplete story of Diana and Shamra. But for Diana it might have been a hard time to even expect the reality that the dream you dreamt to be true one day was just a dream with saying.." Goodnight sweet dreams"......Until next time!!
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